Saturday, November 10, 2001 | 09:54 a.m.
Hello, all!

I'm working on a new layout, but I haven't decided whether to use it for the pita or the home page. I should probably make one for the homepage first, but every time I look at what I've got done, it looks good for the pita.

I've also signed up for a SiteTracker account. I'm nosy, and I wanna know everything about you. ^.^ Be prepared for random updates in all of my pages (pita, home & gallery) I'll try to let you know what's up.

I've got like 160ish MP3's now. It's crazy.

Oh well, off to do more random updates, bai!

Sunday, October 28, 2001 | 07:22 p.m.
Here's what's been up.

(-) School's been crazy. Essays, tests, projects out the bunghole. And I mean bunghole. We just finished "The Scarlet Letter" in English and are now reading "The Grapes of Wrath." In Pre-Cal*Trig we've got ANOTHER test coming up. In Chemistry, everyone flunked the test the teacher gave us. And trust me, it wasn't any fault of ours. And I just realized (I mean, literally, just now) that I forgot totally to do that STUPID American History assignment. Argh.

(-) Home's been crazy. I've actually got to unload and improperly load the dishwasher, vaccumn, clean the litterbox, make sure the cat has food, feed the fish, make sure the fish is still alive, make dinner, clean-up after dinner, blahblahblah. Than I've gotta keep my room clean and do homework. POOP! And laundry.

(-) Maryam's birthday is tomarrow, the 29th of October, she'll be 17. Liz's birthday was last Friday, the 26th of October and she was 14 (and she's a freshman, she started school early.. or something.).

All and all, faithful readers, I'm tired. Any free time I have I spend with Dan, reading or sleeping. I've been trying to spend time with Maryam, too. We haven't had a day off of school for awhile now, and everyone there, including the teachers, is on the verge of going insane, if they haven't already.

So, that's why I haven't updated. Hopefully there'll be more updates in November than the few I've had in October.

Bai!

Thursday, October 18, 2001 | 04:43 p.m.
Well, she's been out, and we got a new vaccumn cleaner. Life's moving cheerfullly along. My mom's trying to get back in the mix again, but we just don't let her.

Visit the links, visit my gallery, since I updated most of the written stuff, haven't uploaded any new piccas because I need to re-connect the scanner. But visit there anyway!

That's it for now, school's being really hard on me so I can't update much right now. Bai!

Saturday, October 6, 2001 | 01:33 p.m.
Okay, here's what's happening.

Dad's girlfriend is on her way out as we speak. Happy beans.

Dan's mommy is making breakfast / lunch. Liz and Dan are screaming for no apparent reason. Normal stuff there.

I filled out an application to work for Wal-Mart. I just need to turn it in. A friend of mine, Josh, works there, so I wouldn't be completely lost.

I bought some emerald green net fabric to put on walls. I'm probably going to put it either on my walls or the walls in the next room. I'm slowly realizing that it might look better in the other room.

And finally, there's an infomercial for 'The Bible told by Charlton Heston' on the tube. Riiiight. And I'm downloading Princess Mononoke, at home.

Visit the links (the ones that work, that is.) Covin's site is down, Jay-mez's site is down, Maryam's hasn't been updated, I don't know where the MisoBitch went..

Bai!

Friday, September 28, 2001 | 07:53 p.m.
Looks like my mortal enemy is on her way out. Really.
First clue: Her mother and step-father come over while my dad is at a swap meet.
Second clue: They leave and come back once or twice, over long periods of time. On the kitchen table? A newspaper opened to the Real Estate portion, with a few 1, 1&1/2, 2 trailers and mobile homes circled. They disappear before my dad gets home.
Third clue: Dad gets home today and finds a letter from her mom, talking about welfare, papers for a trailer, ect. And more real estate books.
Final clue: She mentions 'moving' three times while talking to her daughter.

Yay! I get to totally re-arrange things! I'll get my own friggin' room! ::cheers:: YAAAAHOOOOOOO! It's gonna be frikin tight too. Since I can't paint my walls, I figure I'll buy some fabric from Wal-Mart and just cover the walls in that. Yup. Yup. Like these spider-web kind, or like, leopard skin. Yea. That'll rock socks.

School sucks. Too much stress with homework and then my uterus rebels against me, so I'm crampy. Yum.

Did I happen to mention that I'll get my own room?

The season premire of Dark Angel is weird. I hope she and that one guy (I don't watch the show much, duh.) get back together. They're cute.

Later.

Monday, September 17, 2001 | 09:11 p.m.
Okeydokey. I've decided to keep my azhben domains, simply because no one else really has them, and all the other good names were taken. ::whinewhine::

I've got a math test, a history speech, and a vocabulary test tomarrow. I've studied for 0 of these. I r such a good student!

Went to Dan's tonight and did laundry. ^.^ Laundry is good, and I can do it all by myself now. See, the ones here in the apartment aren't as complicated as normal ones. But now it makes no difference, I rock!!

Tomarrow Maryam and I are going to hang out after school. I think we're going to go to PetCo to return one of her poor dead fishies and get another one. I've got a spare $5, maybe I'll pick up a betta or something. They're kinda cute fish, right?

My cat's smelling my clay stash. GOD, DON'T LICK THAT!! >.<

There, now she has her own stupid water to drink.

I've fallen out of sorts with the news. I guess that I'm not intrested in all the hate thats going to happen now, with the war that they are saying we are going in to.

Progress reports come out soon. I'm doomed.

Well, too sleepy to think, but you should visit Erika and check out her layout. It's freaky cool. Lou has a new layout too.

Now, off to do something other than this. ^.^

Sunday, September 16, 2001 | 10:16 p.m.
Lessee.... not too much going on at the moment.

Still in shock about the NYC stuff, as I suppose most people, whether they decide to show it or not, are too. It's just an utterly amazing loss of life.

My grandmother's birthday was Friday, we had a party yesterday. We brought cake and a card. No one has had time or money for a present, so we all just helped out around her house until my dad gets her something. Oh yea, and she-devil lady slept on the couch that night. ^.^

Today Dan and I hung out until we got really super scared of she-devil lady's yelling rampage and left. We stayed at his house until 7 when we went to a dinner at a family friends place. They have a cute daughter, and Dan cooed over it.. it was so cute. The times you wish you had a camera, right? Since I'm kinda not wanting to have kids at the moment (as in, ever) I told him that after seeing him be so sweet to the baby that if he would wake up and take care of it at night, than maaayyyybe I'd work on changing my mind. Heh, it's not like I don't have time, or anything. ^.^ I hate those teens who get pregnant, anywho. ::nod::

She's sleeping on the couch again. Good. Maybe she'll move away and I'll finally get my own stupid room! ^.^

Later!

Tuesday, September 11, 2001 | 09:24 p.m.
Yes, I know everyone else is doing / has done it. I just got home a little while ago. The following is a list of exerpts (did I spell that right?) that really describe what I think are pretty important things. Yea.

- "This is not a battle between the United States of America and terrorism, but between the free and democratic world and terrorism.." - Prime Minister Tony Blair

- The European Union said it was the worst U.S. attack since Pearl Harbor 60 years ago and was ''one of those few days in life that one can actually say will change everything.''

- "It is hard to comprehend what could motivate anyone to cause such misery, destruction and deliberate loss of human life." Leaders of Northern Ireland's joint Protestant-Catholic government.

"...The dead and the doomed plummeted from the skyscrapers, among them a man and woman holding hands."

''War is in sight.''

Deep stuff, eh? I mean, I started just day dreaming and getting all anxious feeling inside.

I first heard about the bombing about half-way through first period, when our teacher went outside to talk to another teacher, and then returned back to the class room, and you could just tell she wanted to say something but emotion was holding her back. Than she told us that the Trade Center had been rammed by an airplane. Total silence.
She than ran around, trying to find a room with TV and space for us. I think that we all would have just left and done the same thing, otherwise. Luckily, she's a great teacher, and understands how valuable it is for us to know about things.
My intial thought was, "No way, you have got to be kidding me." It sounded more like something out of a movie. Terrorists hijacking planes with people on them, than ramming them in to buildings as big as those? Woah. Than, when I saw the pictures of it, I just had to sit in awe. A million questions flooded through my mind. I had no idea how tall these buildings were (110 stories), or how many people were in them at the time (at least 10,000). And when I found out, I was just awe-struck. Numbed completely. I still couldn't believe that this was happening, that it wasn't some type of movie scene. People were actually dying, those buildings were actually burning.
Than the second tower fell. Again, complete amazement. They couldn't have evacuated all those people in that short a time.. more death? More suffering?
Than I heard about the Pentagon. The nations symbol for America's defense, and another plane had crashed in the courtyard. More suffering, more death. I was in complete shock.
Second period was math, and our teacher wouldn't let us do anything but math.
Third period was American History. We watched TV the entire time. Also listened to a Physics, History, Government, and some other teacher exchange theories and information. Silly me, I mentioned Fight Club. They said it did have striking similarities.
German, we got a little work done, than we got to watch and talk about things. I hate freshman. I'm also begining to hate certain types of people who are following a trend of ignorance and shallow talk. One of the girls in my American History class asked if China had anything to do with this. What the living hell?! She asked the stupidest questions, not even understanding that they flew airplanes in to the building, really. Uck.

Anyway, I think it was just horrible. And now gas prices are going to be going up, and I've got only enough gas to get to school and back home tomarrow. And everyone's driving like a jackass. All I know is, I'm calling in to work tomarrow and simply not coming in. Don't have enough gas, after all. ^.^

Best wishes go out to Ms. Erika, who's parents aren't in the country, which has got to be hella hard on her.

Also, best wishes to all those who are wondering about relatives or friends in New York, and to all those who have lost someone dear. And to all those who died, as well.

Monday, September 10, 2001 | 09:59 p.m.
Argh.. the last entries were such crap that I just archived the page. Not that all of the other ones weren't crap. >.< FRIGGIN' ARGH!

I've tried to get a brighter outlook on things, because I feel like if I don't have a bright outlook on things than not getting enough sleep or food is going to bring me down hardcore. And it does. But the mental state that I've been recently brought to isn't helping anything.

Download P.O.D's 'Alive', it's a friggin' great song. And Everclear's new one. I have yet to d/l that.

I'm working on a fresh new layout for the envy page, which means there'll be a new domain name to go with it. ^.^ Lucky me, eh?

Schools okay. Stressful cause I got the bump-load of homework on A-days which sucks because I feel so good after a stress-free (well, not yet, but I'm hoping) B-day that I don't want to do it. Goddamn math. And German. And English. We're reading the Scarlet Letter. It's pretty darn good. On the side I'm reading the first book in the Dragonriders of Pern series. Be damned if I rembered what it's called.

So, what's better, being fake-happy and annoying, or depressed and annoying? Because I'm in a bit of a pickle. I can't do anything right lately, and I'm on my way to getting fired because I just don't want to go to work anymore. They're mean to me anywho.

I filled out an application to Hot Topic today, with Maryam. Than she came over and played some FF8, her latest craze.

Dan came over to install some more ram on my system, bringing it to a whole friggin' lot. He was going to suprise me too, but I (of course) un-intentionally ruined that. It would have been cool, too. Goddamn.

I'm sure my cat is depressed.

Oh yea, and I bitch too much.

BLOW ME. So I'm not happy-go-lucky all the time! So I choose to express my emotions! So I bitch! So!? I've always been this way! ARG.

Time to sleep.