Thursday, June 13, 2002 | 05:07 p.m.

I may seem: ditzy, flaky, quiet, dumb...
But I'm really: a good listener, and deeper than you think.
People who really know me think I'm: me?
If you knew me you'd probably: wonder what the heck was wrong with me.
Sometimes I feel: so stupid for the things I do / don't do.
My days are pretty: relaxed and kinda lonely.
In the morning I: wake up, feed fish, play on computer, shower.
I like to sleep: when I'm tired, in my bed.
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: driving and eating icecream with friends.
Money is: what pays for the stuff I need.
One thing I wish I had is: more confidence.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't have is: skin disordery stuff.
All you need is: trust.
All I need is: love and a job.
If I had one wish it would be: for everyone to be happier.
Love: is awesome.
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: wonder what the hell was going on
If a demon crashed into my window I would: wonder what the hell was going on
If I could see one person right now it would be: Dan / Dad
I live for: living.
I dare you all to: look beyond the surface.
I am afraid of: what other people think.
It makes me angry when: people are insensitive, or not honest with me.
I dream about: friends, family, flying.
I daydream about: the future.
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Thursday, June 13, 2002 | 04:37 p.m.

Hmn.. Covin's got a band practice to go to, so Mr. PS2 will have to wait a little while longer for it's check-up. It's all good.

All this just means is that I'll have to rely on Dan coming over to 'supervise' because my Dad's working late these next two days.

Note to self: Put away $20 from next pay for cd-tape car adapter thingy.
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Thursday, June 13, 2002 | 04:06 p.m.

Okay, so I just went shopping, and here's what I got:

- 'Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man' by James Joyce. 4.95$ Required reading for AP English. They didn't have the other book I need, so I had Barnes' n' Noble order it for me.

- 'Guenevere : The Knight of the Sacred Lake' by Rosalind Miles. It was on sale for like... 4$.

- Blackberry Passion candles from Super Target, $1.99

- 3 shelf little cart thing for my room, 14.99$

- Something for boyfriend, 8$

So.. I need to save money for the other book, which will be around $10. Than I have 14$ left. I'm thinking I'll save that for gas or something. Or icecream. I love icecream.

I've also cleaned my room. Go I.

What else? Oh! Covin's coming over after 4:30 today to look at my PS2. This way my dad will be home so that nobody has reason to freak out on me. ^_^ <3

What else..? I can finally FTP to enigmatical, which makes me happy. I'm excited to see Michelle's (my host's) new layout..

Everything else is great.. still thinking of a new layout for this place.. and hoping I get hooked up with a new paying interweb job soon. I've heard that a pretty big projects comin' my way, which makes me excited, because it means money in my pocket and work to do. I <3 to work. It's fun.

My dad is signing the loan off on the Jeep tonight. I'm so hoping to get it back soon, and to drive it all around. I've gotta go to the Riviera and get all my crap outta it and ready to transfer to the Jeep. I need a name for it, though. Anyone know of a good one? It's white, and it's a 1992 Jeep Cheroke Laredo (sp). Gotta name it something spunky.

That's it for now, really.. waiting for my dad to call within the next 15 minutes so I know whether or not I have to be at the bank. I'm hoping not because I hate driving around Omaha during this time. People here suck and can't drive.

I'm going to go and further clean, because I just realized that I now have storage space. <33 storage space.

Later.
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Wednesday, June 12, 2002 | 06:01 p.m.

HOLY SHIT. I have such a headache. Definately not feeling well.

I need to go and pick up my required reading books. I was thinking of doing it tonight, but I don't think I'm up to it. Fo real.

I need to see if Covin would be interested in taking a look at my PS2. I think it's just dirty, but being the massive destructive force that I am, I'm afraid to do much to it. ^_^ Also! Check out his new layout, cause it's got Yoshi on it, and Yoshi is awesome. I used to play the Yoshi levels over and over again on the SNES.

I'm hungry. I would kill for some Blue Dino Crunch icecream.

My dad says that we're signing papers tomarrow for my new Jeep tomarrow 'round 4:30. I'm trying to find a picca of what it looks like for all my 'faithful' readers out there. ^_^

Enigmatical seems to be up and down lately, and even then, I can't FTP to it. ><

Alright, I'm seriously having some sort of feverish attack, and I need to lay down or something.

Bai.
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Tuesday, June 11, 2002 | 07:09 p.m.

I like yellow.

i'm a rabbit.what kinda pet are you?
quiz made by muna.

I don't like bunnys. Poo on them stinky things.

Which monkey are you?

Yea.. I wish those would actually go through for once.

I'm really not as naive (sp?) as these things make me out to be. And yet I am.

Well, it was a quiz day which means I'll be archiving soon. Like.. now. Adiosmosis!
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Monday, June 10, 2002 | 11:44 p.m.

We'll fast forward today until now, because I really don't want to talk about it.

I got paid $50. I'm happy. Tomarrow I will go shopping and get stuff I need, like a filter for the fishtank and bedding for mice, and books for required reading for the summer. After my excellent calculations, I came to the fact that, including the money my dad gave me for the books, I will have $45 for me. ^_^ Yea!

It's mega storming outside. Awesome.

I think I'm going to go capture fiends on FFX now. Adios.
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Monday, June 10, 2002 | 11:20 a.m.

BlahblahblahblahblahblahBLAH.

I'm so stressed out right now I could kick butt. Really.

It looks cloudy, but we're going to Fun Plex (waterslides, go-karts, wave pool, all in all, a tiny town's only thing to do for fun) because it means free food and free rides all day. For a tiny price, of course.

I think my dad's pissed that we all aren't going to get there together, but hey, everything will turn out. Or I'll be sad. Either or, should be exciting, ne?

At least I can't get sunburned with the clouds everywhere, right? I'll put on sunscreen to protect my pasty-ness anywayz.

Dan decided to come, which makes me happy, although I'd like it better if he seemed a little more.. happy. I realize that he's not exactly at his best right now, but I'd like to see him break free and take advantage of the *free entertainment* opportunity that's been laid upon his Dan-doorstep. Plus I'll be there. <33! Right?! [/end twittyness]

What else.. I'm getting on making another layout for this. This one was sort of thrown together in a hurry. It's not like I don't like it, I just want to do better and take advantage of the fact that things will actually WORK on here.

My cat's probably going to crap all over the floor while we're gone. ><

And another thing, if this onslaught of stress brings on.. other things.. I'm going to be mad and crampy cranky.

I'm not sure where to pick Dan up at. His sister says there's a beach towel on the couch, which, to me, translates that I should pick him up at home. But he called from school saying I should pick him up at 12:05. Now, does that mean from the school or from home? Damnit, I should make up a questionare for James so that when he answers the phone he gets all the info I need. ^_^ Until I hear otherwise, I'm going to wait until he calls me from home. Or school. Either way it probably won't be pretty. ><

My brother leaves today on a 2 week hiking trip in New Mexico. He's excited. He has to leave Fun Plex @ 4pm. I'm gonna miss him lots, considering my sister is a big crackhole and deserves a smack in the head. About a billion times.

Everything's good with friends now. Which makes me happy.

Time to go off and get psyched about today. ^_^
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Saturday, June 8, 2002 | 11:08 p.m.

Got my verification letter for my classes next year.

AP English 1-2
International Studies 1-2
Probability/Statistics
AP Enviromental Science 1-2
Art 7-8
Advanced Pottery
Advanced Applied Design
Class Release <- May be replaced with Web Design Prac.

Alsoshmoshal, I taped a toilet paper roll to the side of my mouse cage. It's the new fad among my crazy lesbian mice. ^_^ Frenzy is like.. making sweet love to it. Dot is trying to destroy it. Total yin and yang, there.

Frenzy has also started hanging from the wire on the top of the cage. Like, spider-man style. My cat freaks out, and I think it looks sooo painful.

I have to pick up my brother and sister tomarrow. Yayers.
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Saturday, June 8, 2002 | 05:48 p.m.

The site should be up in a few days.

xSezzyx (5:46:20 PM): holy shit i don't know what's burning but it sucks.
Oni Haichi (5:46:30 PM): ??
xSezzyx (5:46:32 PM): whenever i cook something in the oven it makes the whole damn house smoke.
xSezzyx (5:46:40 PM): :stabstabstab:
Oni Haichi (5:46:46 PM): hehe
xSezzyx (5:47:55 PM): there's nothing there to burn.. but there is burning happening.
xSezzyx (5:48:02 PM): I'M KILLING GHOSTS.
Oni Haichi (5:48:06 PM): hewhe
xSezzyx (5:48:21 PM): i figured it out!

In other news. So much drama going on with everyone. I say a few people are getting what they deserve, others aren't. Fun, as always. When the server gets back up I've gotta update a few links. Just about all my friends (in nebraska, geez) now have a Killing Machines journal. Bobby, Jordan, and Mairin, of course being the exceptions.

What else what else.. Not much. Need to get shopping. My dad went on a date and it didn't go badly. I need a job. That's about it.
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