Friday, August 31, 2001 | 03:29 p.m.
Dan got my CDR/WR working, so I'm happy about that, my computer's just a skeleton. Poor thing.

I'm about to quit my job @ Lewis, because I'm too tired after school and I don't think I get paid enough. I could make more working less at KMart than I do right now.

School is alright, teachers are starting to really nail you on homework and tough stuff like remembering things. >.< I'd have to say that my favorite class right now is Pottery. I took clay home yesterday and worked all night on an extra project I'm doing on my own. It's going to be a dragon when I'm done. It looks like a horse with a pointy noes, at the moment. >.<

Seems like the only time I have time to update now-adays is when I'm at Dan's house.

Me and a few other people are totally redesigning the school webpage, it's lookin' to be really neat. I have to create some BS-y layout, just to add selection. Let's hope no one votes for it, eh?

Friday, August 31, 2001 | 03:29 p.m.
Dan got my CDR/WR working, so I'm happy about that, my computer's just a skeleton. Poor thing.

I'm about to quit my job @ Lewis, because I'm too tired after school and I don't think I get paid enough. I could make more working less at KMart than I do right now.

School is alright, teachers are starting to really nail you on homework and tough stuff like remembering things. >.< I'd have to say that my favorite class right now is Pottery. I took clay home yesterday and worked all night on an extra project I'm doing on my own. It's going to be a dragon when I'm done. It looks like a horse with a pointy noes, at the moment. >.<

Seems like the only time I have time to update now-adays is when I'm at Dan's house.

Me and a few other people are totally redesigning the school webpage, it's lookin' to be really neat. I have to create some BS-y layout, just to add selection. Let's hope no one votes for it, eh?

Monday, August 27, 2001 | 07:44 p.m.
::Chuckles:: One of the bitch's hellions is screeching because her mother is pissed at her and won't let her pee.. I think she just went on the floor. What a wonderful mother, eh? This should be funny as hell. I know that sounded incredibly cruel, but you have no idea how much torture I went through while watching them last summer, and how much hell she's put me through in the year she's lived with my father.

I'm working on a new layout, and a name changed. Bemused. I like it. It means to be confused or bewildered, or to be lost in thought. Danno gave it to me. I was gonna just use Bemuse, but it doesn't sound like a good title in a web address, at least to me. I wish I could get it hosted somewheres, and I might actually start looking and filling out little application thingamabobs online soon enough.

I'm slowly rebuilding my mp3 collection.. yay. I'm thinking of buying this burner from a local computer store. Only 89$ yay! Gotta see if my dad will go 50/50 on me.

Coyote Ugly is a pretty damn good movie. I like some of the music from it, aren't I the preppy? Or something.. How can you not love a movie that has keroeke (?) to Blondie! ^.^

Icky. Leanne Rimes. Maybe not such a wonderful movie. Iccckky!

Shoot! I have art homework! That's okay, though. Countour drawlings can suck a toe. James is kickin' me off, the hoser.

Monday, August 27, 2001 | 07:44 p.m.
::Chuckles:: One of the bitch's hellions is screeching because her mother is pissed at her and won't let her pee.

Sunday, August 26, 2001 | 09:36 p.m.
Let's see. My classes are actually good. Not too bad. Yea.

Best way to end the first week of school? Stressed and argumentive as hell. And depressed. Aren't I whiney? Feel free to mail me and bitch.

God, I'm just so fucking angry, I don't know what to do. I don't have any reason to feel this way, which means I'm whining. Great. Well, this is my fucking pita, I'll whine all I want.

I just want a hug... and to cry. But mostly a hug. And a flower.. but a flower would be too fairy tale-ish, huh? Yea.

I guess I had better say that I got a new sound system. And mouse, and keyboard. The next person I here insulting this system, which I have basically paid for totally, will get a stick stuck up their asses.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I'll go back to wanting to throw things.

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I like to read, and I was reading a Melanie Rawn book one day and stumbled across the word. I'm a sucker for language so I went to her website and snagged this word as my own. Azhben means 'dragon-woman.' So there, I'm not on crack.
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I'll be a junior in highschool when fall begins. I live in east Nebraska. I'm an underpaid employee of an art gallery, and 'mother' to a psycho cat. I've been in a relationship for almost 2 years now, happily. I like anime, comics in general, drawing, music, web designing, big wheels, gaming, and sleeping. I dislike my boss, my dad's hoe, bad food, cars that have been lowered until they hover a mere inch above the ground, rap, pregnant teens, teens with crotch-critters.. yea.
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StarCraft (Bnet) : Sezzy / SezzyZergaflerg
AIM : xsezzyx
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I'm Stupid - Prime STH
Bad Day - Fuel
Fat Lip - Sum 41
Fred Estaire - Lucky Boys Confusion
Life - Our Lady Peace
Click, Click, Boom - Saliva
Short Skirt, Long Jacket - Cake
Boiler -Limp Bizkit
Shame of Life -Butthole Surfers

Winamp : It really whips the llama's ass!
Morpheus : Music stealing yumness!

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