Friday, June 7, 2002 | 10:28 p.m.
Find your emotion!
You are 40% evil! [?]
What Type of Villain are You?
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That's all for now.
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Friday, June 7, 2002 | 09:59 p.m.
'What kind of Wing are you?' by. Xera
Awesome. I do tend to have a positive outlook, nowadays.
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Thursday, June 6, 2002 | 08:17 p.m.
I am so frustrated right now. All I can say is that a lot of my friends are acting quite strangly, and it's become so confusing that I'm just gonna associate with those that.. haven't acted like complete jerks to other friends.
MTV Movie Awards are awesome. Jack Black is cool.
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Thursday, June 6, 2002 | 02:05 p.m.
Alright, my review, so far, of the Real World: Chicago, cast.
Aneesa: Lazy, spoiled, loud. She goes off on these huge rants against Tonya, which aren't as 'bad-assed' as I think she wants them to seem. She has a poor choice in women. I would probaby not get along with her. I would definately have a problem with seeing her ass naked [X<] and her big mouth.
Tonya: Also lazy and spoiled, but a least she has kinda-sorta a work ethic. I'm sure she's sick, but you would think that she would learn to be more paitent with the people around her and such. Her short fuse and high maitenence attitude is what gets her in to the fights she gets in to. She's stuck-up and cares about nothing but Justin. Here's what's for, girly! I saw your boyfriend in his underwears! I'm blind. And quit flirting with your hoes online. Bitch. Pull one more of your 'I have no family' or 'I'm so sick' cards again and I'll surely puke. I would have to punch her in the face.
Chris: I've got no problems with Chris. He'd be my friend.
Kyle: Oh my goodness. What a wuss! Everything is constantly making him cry, and then there are the girls. Damn, boy! Pick one. Keri's makin' out with you left and right, whenver something goes wrong with Nicole. Cara is hardcore flirty with ya.. I mean, be a man for all these women, quit being such a pussy. He wouldn't be getting in to my pants.. yech.
Theo: First bitch, his mouth. While I don't really give a shit if you call me a 'bitch,' I do mind you jumping straight in to an argument the first time something bothers you. Paitence! Second bitch, his attitude. He's lazy, and has no work ethic. I do, however, respect the change in view when it comes to homosexuals. Theo and I would have a flip-flop friendship, because sometimes I'd just have to yell back. Or hide. ^_^
Keri: Alrighty, girl. Getting involved with the 'sensative jock' type is great if you can handle it, but not only does he have some sorta weird psychological thing going on, but you have to live with him for 5 months. Not exactly a great situation for a relationship. Anywho, other than being a bit of a hoe (seems to be the trend with those females other than Tonya) I don't have much of a problem with her. She started out as a bit dramatic, but I think I'd get along with her okay.
Cara: Cara's pretty cool. She's a bit sensative, taking a lot of minor things to heart. She's also pretty attention crazy. Whenever something happens, she's there, talking and talking and talking. I respect her not wanting to take sides a lot, because I really wouldn't want to either. I think Cara and I could hang out. When she's not sleeping with someone. X(
Yea. That's it.
What's with this Paulina chick? My brother left TRL on, and her video was on. She's like a mix of Shakira and Kylie Monigue(sp?). I don't like her much. Phbt.
This new Korn video is really.. sick.
Oh well.. that's enough for now.
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Thursday, June 6, 2002 | 10:55 a.m.
While I'm not sure what's going on with my host, I decided I'd update here anyway.
I'm currently listening to Avris Lavigne. She has neato songs. Sometimes commercials are good, I suppose. I haven't listened to enough of the like... 6 songs I have to choose a favorite yet.
Ren has a new layout, created awhile ago by yours truly. You're welcome, welcome, Ren! I'm glad you like it so much!
In other news.. I have some quilty-web stuff to do. My only pay project and at 1 AM last night I remembered that I didn't get the stuff I changed uploaded. Whoopsie. I'll be working on that, currently.
My dad woke up early today. I woke up (not too long ago) and there were groceries in the pantry and lotsa stuffs to eat.
What else? Oh! I'm totally getting in to Interior Design and stuff lately. There was some kinda Cribs thing on yesterday and I watched, like every episode they played. I love to see the different styles and house-layouts in general. I'm trying to find a good program for this stuff.
I designed (kinda) a bed frame. I'll scan it and post a lil picture of it here in a bit.
The weather here is awesome. It's been cool enough to leave the window open, but it's warm enough to leave it open at night.
I'd like to plant flowers in the little dirt area between our patio and the entrance to our building. I have to make sure they're not the kind that attract too many bugs, though. I hate bugs, and they always tend to invade our apartment. Which reminds me, after the web stuff, I need to seriously clean out my room. Like, vaccumn every square inch of it.
"Can't you see you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror."
Alright, "Too Much To Ask" is quickly becoming my favorite song.
Brett seems to be needing a serious talk-time with.. anybody. Well, I know Bobby is over with him now, so hopefully that will help.
My brother and I watched "Spygames" yesterday. It was a pretty wierdo movie. I liked it, but the blonde in me knows there's some inner message she's missing.
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Monday, June 3, 2002 | 03:56 p.m.
Dumdumdum..
I got a call from Dana today. Some really loud chick talking to me about what I want to major in and what ACT [21-23] scores I'd need to get scholarships and blahblahblah.
I need to get gas $$ from my dad. I have hella lotsa laundry to do, and it's free at Dan's. Plus I haven't seen him in awhile.
I made Bobby a new layout, with his help, of course.
I think I'm going to eat some nacho stuff or something. I've only had like... 2 rice krispie bars to eat. I don't eat a lot in the summer.
Ugh.. a salad would be SO good right now.
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Monday, June 3, 2002 | 11:34 a.m.
In other news..
I wish it would rain today. And the new site is up and running. If you're seeing this from pitas, follow the link at the bottom of the page. If you're seeing it from enigmatical, then good! Please, lemme know how it looks by signing the guestbook, IMing me, or mailing me!
(PS - contact information has been moved to the numbers at the end of every post. 1 = archives, 2 = mail, 3 = Instant Message (AIM) and 4 = my profile at Suteki, so that you can catch me there.)
Adios!
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Monday, June 3, 2002 | 10:01 a.m.
Alright homies, listen up good.
-> My pita does not reflect everything about me. I have feelings in here that I am refusing to go on and on about for the sake of the reader. I have a boyfriend. I love him very much. We haven't hung out at all this summer, and I do feel sorry for that and I do miss him very much.
-> I tend to be a lot happier here than I feel sometimes. That entry at 1 AM? I re-read that and I can't, for the life of me, understand it. It's a lesson for me to.. re-read my entries like a hundred times before I post them.
-> I like to do things when I'm bored, as well. I'm no longer just going to sit around wasting away being bored. But that doesn't mean that I'm a totally different person and I'm making billions of 'big changes' in my life. No thesis can tell you what's going on in my head, or my heart.
-> In more positive news, I have liked my summer so far, and I would like to see my boyfriend soon. Lack of gas money has spoiled that as of yesterday, and I'd like to say that I'm sorry. I sent in a bunch of applications to various places and I'm waiting for some reply. I'm trying.
-> In even more positive news, my domain at enigmatical is almost ready to go, which means one big change here.
THIS PAGE WILL NO LONGER HAVE SNAZZY LAYOUTS.
It will be included in a frame at http://azhben.enigmatical.net, so all it will have is a white background and text. It's the easiest for me as the webmisstress and it'll make entries easier to make. I'll still have nice layouts, they just won't be here. So please, change all your links now, I'll be sure to have the site up by tomarrow night at least.
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